faridah

lost

2010-05-02T18:00:00.003+08:00

I do not know where you are right now. I do not where you are going. I do not know how youre doing. I do not know how you are w/o cash in your hand. I am so worried. Ive promise to myself long before that whatever happens, i would never leave you, never. I cant get t reached you due t no credits in your hp. All this have t happened when im broke. Where ever you are, i hope you are doing fine and please take good care of yourself :"(

I love you ahmad zulfadhli.

2010-04-30T12:00:00.000+08:00

T G I F !! ((: (Y) I miss my idiot babylove. Idk how its gonna be like once i starts work and he, busy w NDP practice. hahh, that boy marching under th hot sun. I wonder how?! hahh.Excluding th vulgarities from him, hahaha.

Anw, im off t fetch love later. Chey, something new eh. -__-" He's camp is at Sembawang, so im just meeting at Yishun. Better than nothing (: Semangat kebabian, seriously ive never fetched him before. haha. What is he up to? Weekdays = Camp Weekends = we spending time most of th time, town. no whr else. hahh. But th sweet part is, even though town is a few stops(train) from his home he still wanna meet me either at Bedok or Tampines. He said, he wants t go together w me. haha, we'll see how long this goes but ive this strong feeling it'll never stop. I love him t death :D

tmr's friday

2010-04-29T13:23:00.007+08:00

Tmr is F R I D A Y ((: total awesome-ness (Y). Saturday has been planned as t whr we gg after th fashion show. y'see baby hates t plan whr t head on th day itself. So we always plan t what we're gonna do f th whole day. haha.

Yknw what i feel like doing right now? I just feel like gg SHOPPING again before 17 May.tskk. grrr! i cant stand seeing everywhr on sale. Ive stop myself from buying accesories. Its hell way alot in my drawer which some ive yet t use. hahh, its nice and i can help but t buy. Right now im finding f a perfect, nice SNEAKERS! One that i like is gone. nvm, im sure thrs more. Should i just get that Puma high-cut. argghh dilemma. hahaha crap.

Well for NOW, ive enough pants. Bought one after another last month. Hopefully th pants that i want at Bershka it still thr next month. im pretty sure it'll be thr (: Whenever im out at town, i feel like buying something but i aint sure what it is. It can be shoe.. idk laa.

Im just gonna enjoy t th fcuking max before 17 may. So idm shooping now bcos latr it will be cut down, i think. haha.
OHEMGEE, for th first time ever im fetching baby tmr. HAHA! break-record eh. good achievement from me ((:. Well most of th time im working on friday. At times he's on leave/off. OOH and ive gain weight, kinda obvious thou but still!!! It has reach 50KG mannnnn. SO NOT COOL! tskk.
I thought i had stretch marks around my waist. Panic for a few seconds only, haha. Ive seen w my own eyes how ugly it was from some fcuker shit knncb girl who is married, well still young thou erm early 20s and have a YP thinking who is sooooo dumb. i swear, right baby? haha. Gyeah her stretch marks is so U G L Y! I thot i had too but nahh its th marks from my shorts. HAHAHHAA!

Each time i see Baby's face all i think is food! haha seriously. Till he ask me t stop feeding him. Y'see here i am eating so much people complain, when im not eating people complain. tskk wtf! haha actually i cant eat alone, i'll make sure tht person whos w me will have t eat together. Idm treating them just t make them eat w me. hahahaha.

One thing for sure, i'll not eat that much from 17 onwards. that i can bet w you :D So lets EAT EAT EAT!

settled

2010-04-27T10:05:00.007+08:00

Everything is settled, thank god ((: To you: Baby, do whatever that makes you happy. Im always here f you. Do not think so much, i guess its not worth it. I'll see you this friday. And please dont get angry and nag so much, bcos looking at you like that makes me just wanna laugh. seriously. Please, keep tht smile of yours like in the above picture. That smile means everything t me. Happiness, etc. I love you so much Baby.

Goodbye.

badbaddayyy

2010-04-25T02:19:00.004+08:00

Yknw what? Right now, i just feel like gg up t that girl's face and bash her fcuking blur face. Arghh fcuk! Because all thanks t her, both me and baby's day. which is today 250410 suck big time.

While waiting f time t g in F A MOVIE. thats whr shits happened. Eh bodoh, that shirt isnt expensive, so get your fcuking own laa. cb! Alright now tell me, how would you feel when its th FIRST TIME you bought f someone whom you love a shirt.
For sure whenever he wore it, you'll tend t automatically smile right. Now how would you feel when some fcuking girl who wanna be A FCUKING GUY YNG TAK MENJADI DUE TO HER OH-SO HUGE BOOBS wore that shirt infront of your fcuking eyes.

PLEASEEEEE LAAAAA, GET YOURSELF SHIRTS AND NOT FORGETTING BOXERS TOO SINCE YOU LOVE WEARING BABY'S. GOSSHHH. I SWEAR, YOUR FUCKING IRRITATING. KNNCB!

And you: why are you just keeping quiet. Its th first time i had my hard earned salary buying you that shirt. You just showed th oh-wth looked t me and acting cool infront of her. why!!! yes, i know first reason your mom. bloody hell thrs something called, EXPLAIN SLOWLY BRIEFLY AND NICELY. if you can be mad at me, spout vulgarities at me. WHY CANT YOU TELL HER OFF????
FCUK LAAA.

ARGHHHHHHH!!!

FRIDAYFRIDAYFRIDAY

2010-04-21T22:01:00.003+08:00

Right now, i'm just looking forward f FRIDAY ((: Baby will book-out. YAY!! (Y) im so used t him taking off till th day he book-in back. Alright, now i need him t g for duty or even better STAND-BY!! after one week stand-by, come back. staright away 5 days off. tht one more shiookkk. HAHA.

Anw, ive yet t apply SNB. each time i have th money i'll just delay delay and delay.tskk. this will never end. So hopefully, baby got t take off on Mon before i spend that money. HAHA, tempting laa oiiii. I can just slide my card, ANYTIME. hahaha.

OHEMGEE, in less than a month im starting work at SGH soooonn. shit, so NOT COOL! im so used w my daily life right now. Easy job, thn easily gets off. grrr. Oh god, i hope everything will go well, please (:

till here, goodbye.

marina barrage

2010-04-19T15:40:00.005+08:00

TSUPP people ((: my weekends was AWESOME. 170410, our plan was t have a picnic at pasir ris park buuttt it was cancelled while im alr in th bus t meet baby. hahh. I wore shirt,pants and shoes. So baby changed since he's still at home and we met at Tampines.

We both have been craving for Banquet at Vivo, so baby suggest t g thr and have our lunch.
N: huh, i wanna g vivo but i feel so naked. howww? im like so slack.
F: *laugh* its not slack laaa.
N: shut up, it is.
F: alaaa nvm, last min also.

Had nowhere else t head t. So off t Vivo. Walked around and had our lunch. We had our own sweet time, later walked around again and also t Habourfront. Darn, thats whr i saw th Animal Bag. Its so beach kind of bag but idc im buying that bag ((: who knows there will be more discount from baby's fr :D bestbest.
Later we walked to th mrt and stared at the map as t whr t go next. Yes, thats how clueless we both were. Baby pointed Aiport and was about t tap my ezlink when out of sudden i dont feel like gg thr. nothing much thr. So walked back t the map and stared again. I pointed Marina, straightaway;
N: how bout this?
F: aahhh marina barrage!
N: okay can.
Hahh, we just want t find a place t chill. When's thrs no moolahs, we both will have no clues as to whr t go. No money = B O R I N G. grrr i hate that feeling.

Reached there, darn that place is full w YP's. Snap a lil pictures, more t his pictures i can say. At around 8plu we went off and since i was craving f bubble tea off we g t Cityhall and later back home.

180410 was our CYCLING DAY ((: Baby booked 4 hours. Double bike. So we had plenty of time. Cycled f about an hour and had our lunch cooked by baby. Baby can cook and i cant and all the food that he cook are simply DELICIOUS.
So later continue cycling. My butt hurts ALOT! i had t tell baby t stopped f awhile t gv my butt a rest. But we only stop in less than 5 mins.But most of th time he cycled, i just rest my feet on th pedal. hahh, tiring oiiii. Later off t his house bcos at night he'll be booking in. I was totally shagged and coul not hold my eyes any longer and off t sleep. Woke up and he was packing his stuff. Had our dinner cooked by his mum and i ate tomyam twice in one week. Was craving so much, amek kauuu. hahh. Later home sweet home :D

More pictures are in FB, g view thr. Goodbye.

shoping day

2010-04-12T13:33:00.003+08:00

TSUPP peeporl ((: anw, yesterday was my 4th monthsary. Nothing much, just slack at his house and watched movie together w junk foods. best! hahh

On 100410, both Baby and I just got our pay :D
Zoooommmm t town. Met him around 10.30-ish at Cityhall. Baby had duty th night before. So it'll be tiring t go back so we met straightaway he's done w duty.
Had breakfast at Macs. Took our own sweet time till 11plus.
Baby wanted t g t penin. So off we went. bby bought me a bracelet. i loike ((:
After he bought his stuffs, next we went t padang. Since i wanted t go t the flea market so much. Best or whaaat th flea market. pfft, cheat my feelings only.
Look from a distance and walked back t City Hall. Next stop was Somerset.
I was thisssss close t get that heels from NewLook but naahhh. I told baby, some other time. He said this; " cepat amek, i belikan"
N: nvm, i tknk. some other time. i dont need it right now (stare at the oh-so GORGEOUS heels, darn!) F: amek je laa. N: tknk. F: alaaa tk best ah you mcm gini
I was like, wht is wrong w him?!? I did not wanna get it bcos later we'll be getting our jackets which is sooooo expensive. But baby wants t get it so much.
So look at him and said, 'baby, i promise you i'll get that heels, but not now kay'
So gyeah he smiled and its settled. Off t Mango and darn my jacket wasnt thr.
Baby askd th salesperson and ohemgee thank god they still has it. Last piece though.
Tried it on, was about t pay whn i saw something not so pleasant. grrr!
Baby informed th salesperson and she helped us t call other outlet. Thank god they have.
Reserved and next off t Zara. Bloody hell, i swear i was so pissed. Th jacket tht baby want isnt thr. wtf! inform th salesperson, she took down baby's name and hp num.
So i thought she will bloody call back once she knows which outlet has tht jacket. Waited and waited and waited and waited.
Farah came, and off t get my Mango jacket. Baby also bought me a mango shirt thr. Thank you bby :D
We spent more thn 80 bucks thr, so we're invited t Mango's Fashion Show. RSVP. AWESOME (Y) llike a duhhhh we both gg ((:
Was unhappy w baby's jacket. I wanted it badly till baby was a lil pissed w me. haha oppps.
Still unhappy, off we went t far east. got my stuff and baby treat farah t.
ANOTHER THING THAT MAKES ME UNHAPPY. Baby and farah knows how i want that vans shoes so much! yes i want it badly. darn, walked in tht shop and i saw someone was tyring it on.
So baby told me t wait. heard this from her "omg, should i get now. if i dont, ppl will be wearing it" wtf,wtf,wtf. Make me geram only tht girl. tskk
Heard her asked th salesperson what is the biggest size and she said "THAT IS TH LAST PAIR"
WHAT TH FCUK! I was so pissed, and i straightaway walked out. Just whaaat a day sia.
Baby tried t cheer me up and brought me t th shop tht i bought my accessories.
Like this bracelet, and AGAIN ITS TH FCUKING LAST PIECE. irritating sia t everytime hear tht line. Got th other colour instead, no choice.
Next off t vivo. Brought baby t Zara. DIEDIE, i want bby t buy tht jacket. Went separate ways, tht always happen whn we shop. haha. I saw th jacket, took it out and just nice baby was behind.
AND GYEAH THANK GOD TH JACKET WAS THR.
Atlast i was happy. Baby bought tht jacket. if he dont, i tell you it'll be gone fastttt.
Ooh, i forget before gg t vivo, we went t paragon t get f little Owen birthday present.
I loveeee shopping f baby. its so much funnnn. Went t fox and i got him two shirts.
I kept telling them, omg i did not know i have such good taste f babies. idm shopping again just f them. baby just smiled and said okay2 wait till we get married. i wish! farah just kept laughing.
Walked arnd at vivo and later off t baby's hm while farah meet her fr.
Put our stuffs and baby get changed. Sent me back home and baby off t club.
JUST WHAAAAT A DAY F US. but i had so much fun ((:

More pictures are in fb. G view thr. Goodbye :D

3 choices, choose wisely

2010-04-06T13:33:00.002+08:00

Im so broke, not really actually. BUTTT ive yet t pay SNB. grr. Worse still, this Saturday is gonna be shopping day. darn! So this is what i msged baby yesterday while he was having duty;

N: Baby no shopping this weekend. Ive no money. I need t pay my nursing thing. 72 gonee sia. idw t go ah this sat. tkde duit je. for whaat, waste time only. Fml sia.

Few mins later, he called;
(we talk and later he mentioned this)
F: Baby, ive received your msg
N: ooh okay
F: seriously, you dont wanna go
N: yes. ive no money.
F: *stay silent*
F: Kay, promise me tht youre gonna make your choice if i tell you this.
N: okay promise.
F: Okay, 1st, do you want th creative zen touch. 2nd, mango jacket and 3rd, Universal Studios.
N: idiot! thts sucha hard decision t make.
F: idc, you promise.
N: shit laaa, kay2, can i gv th ans by tmr?
F: ya laa, i tk suroh you ans skrng. but just make your ans wisely.
N: so if i choose one i wont get th rest?
F: no laaa, you'll get th rest later. not so soon.
N: oooohhh haha. Ingat nk kene choose satu je.
F: *laughs
F: this is my 4monthsary gift f you.
N: oooooooohh okay ((:

So ysee, baby put me in sucha state which im still thinking as t which t come first. Hahaha seriously man. Okay byee ((:

awesome shit

2010-04-05T13:09:00.002+08:00

Found this picture while google-ing ((: just some random thoughts. HAHA.

haha

2010-04-04T21:23:00.003+08:00

TSUPP earthlings ((: I really really had so much FUN for th past 5 days! Loveee took off after quite a num of duty, standby,duty,standby. grr hate march so much. Hellllooooo April, which also means ONE more month before i start work. so not cool man. shits.

On 31st March, we had no whr t go. So atlast we decided t visit th animals. Yes, its Zoo ((: my treat. Despite th oh-so hurtful cramps and th super hot weather we both still had so much fun. We get t watch 2 shows. And ohmygee i actually carried a snake. O M G, its so soft and eewww. but overall super great experience :D I loike. All pictures are in FB. g view thr.

1st April, we both went town. Met farahain and her fr. An awesome day right loveee? boss? haha (; Eye on quite a num of stuffs and prolly am getting it this Sat. woohoo. Pictures are still w farah.

2nd April, i had t work and thank god lovee came t accompany together w his lappy. Watched movie and sales was super good tht day. All thanks t him. Guess ladies out thr can easily fall f guys sweet words. tsktsk. seriously. ah whtever. crazy ppl nowadays.

3rd April, plan was t have a picnic w lovee and farah. BUTTT some annoying girl had t last min and i mean VERY LAST MIN said she was sick and could not work. wtf! so farah had t ditch us and work. Sdly, while eating, it started t rain. haha, read my fb status t know more. Hang around thr and latr off t accompany farah at work.

Told ya my week was well spent ((:
ALL PICTURES WILL ONLY BE UPLOADED IN FB. THANK YOU (:

((:

2010-03-29T20:04:00.003+08:00

TSUPP ((: that previous post was actually refering t me. -__- make me hurt f no reason only. HAHA, he refering t himself.

Anyway im alr lazy f real work t start this May. hahh, sooo not looking forward. Must enjoy April like nobody bussiness. IDC! Right now i feel like gg f shopping. grrr tell me who wont wanna g? but nvm, did lots of shopping last month and th month before. So this month must control abit. Hopefully (: i'll try my very best, but no promises. HAHA.

F: i just finish watching 'from paris w love'. Awesome movie

N: ooh okay. good f you

F: Its about terrorist. In Pakistan.

N: ooh okay.

F: Guess, John Travolta baek or jahat?

N: Baek.

F: you sure

N: ehh jahat.

F: noo, he's baek in this movie

N: ooh really, he looks like a gangster in th movie.

F: *talks t his fr* Bby, are you a terrorist t?

N: (i knew it he will ask this qns. sucha idiot) *laughs

F: *told his fr that i just laugh*

N: ya i am, ive riffle at home.

F: *laughs* what kind of riffle?

N: (didnt know any) err.. idk t many t say.

F: hmmm yelarh tu.

N: *laughs

2010-03-24T14:10:00.004+08:00

; "orang yang kurang ajar depan, lebih baek dari orang yang kurang ajar belakang orang!!"

I will always remember that line above. Hearing that line was just so hurtful, what more from your loved one. Never knew it could be this bad :'(

happy

2010-03-20T16:54:00.004+08:00

TSUPP ((: i think ive gain weight. Dont even dare t weigh myself buuuttt for sure it has gone up. Yknw whyyy, bcos ive been eating super hell alooot! Few said, th reason was bcos IM HAPPY. haha yeah i guess so (;

Supposedly town today w loveee but sadly he had last minute duty. Its okay, theres always next weekend. Besides its been long i went out w my family. So family day f today and tmr. AWESOME (Y) !!

Alright, Goodbye (:

2010-03-16T12:53:00.004+08:00

ahamad zulfadhli,
i swear youre so irritaing this two days.
O M G, arghhh.

3rd

2010-03-15T13:21:00.007+08:00

Tsupp peeporl ((: alright let me update y'guys what happened on th 110310. Met bestfrs at Pasir Ris macs. Did some catching up t those who've missed each others stories. HAHA. ATLAST A FOUR-SOME DATE. if not always one is missing. Cannot blame also, stupid school/work schedule. Right bestfrs? haha

Loveee came later and had lunch together. They had a hard time finishing theirs. Thank god i did not order that. Walked around and later off t Sengkang t bby's home. Anyway, skipskip later we tagged along w her SIL and brother t Ikea, Giant and Seafood f dinner.YUMMYYY (: Reached home around 10 plus 11. Just nice f me t have sleep before work start th following day.

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I was freaking sleepy t get up f work. Drag myself, and THANK GOD ON THAT SLEEPY DAY OF MINE SALES WAS SUPER GOOOOOOD (((: it brings my good mood t work even better.hahh. Woohoo extra bonus f me! must start saving like shiiiittt man, bank left w $*.** OMG THIS CANT BE HAPPENING. Good sales this week please. tskkkk.

backkk

2010-03-10T23:36:00.004+08:00

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Atlast, tuesday comes ((: yknw how sex-cited f me. hahh mind you 1 week plus of not meeting. standbystandbystandby. Anyway, thank god he took off and woohoo 3 days all t MYSELF. awesome (Y) We had Arnolds lunchcumdinner at City Plaza. Still early, no whr t g so we went Bugis since its near. Walked around, he got his pants frm Espirit.

My intention t g thr was t get something for ME. Nothing caught my eye.tskk. After he bought his, i was complaining why i could not find anything f me. IMPOSSIBLE. So walked around, saw shades, tried on quite a num. Happy w it and i bought it. Since they dont have nice cover, i passed it t bby t help me clean and put it in a nice bag since he have one. Which is muchmuch nicer. Told him t bring it f me tmr since we're meeting.

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Met quite early, since bby wants t apply license. First, he reached late thn th time that was planned.kay nvm. Next, he left my NEW SHADES WHICH I JUST BOUGHT YESTERDAY in th freaking bus. how annoying. I was a lil angry bcos IVE YET T WEAR THT SHADES. LIKE DUHHH, I JUST FCUKINGLY BOUGHT IT TH DAY BEFORE. annoying right this ahmadzulfadhli.

Reached th place, we went t the wrong counter. HAHAHA, all thanks t me. i anyhow bring him and he blindly follow. thank god th waiting time was about 15 mins or so.hahh.

Our number was called;

bby: is this th counter t apply license?

lady: no, this is for you t COLLECT your license.

me: *started laughing

bby: how do i apply my license?

lady: You go t th information counter at level 1

me: *still laughing

bby: *look at me and smile

lady: ape laa, mcm DOL & MINAH

me: *turn and laugh even more

Idk why, i could not stop laughing. Went level one this smart bfr of mine did not bring his passport. SUPER SMART. Came all th way t Bukit Gombak i think. Later off t IMM, since its been ages i went thr. grrr nothing excites me thr or prolly we did not walk t th other side of th mall. Nahh i kept telling bby t hurry get out of this F mall and g t Vivo now! HAHA. boring only.

Reached Vivo, did a lil shopping ((: later had lunch at Earl Swensens. YUMMY-LICIOUS. i loike!

My 3rd monthsary treat f him. But ive actually know him f 7 months, no wonder like i know him frm head t toe -__-" HAHAHAHA.

Alright, heres th pictures taken;

Alright im super annoyed w Blogger. GRRRR. irritating. MORE PICTURES, AT FB (: kay thanks, byeee.

OOH AND MORE UPDATES SOON. TOO TIRED FROM WORK. KAY BYE.

its been 7 months i know you,
3 months in a relationship,
nothing can explain on how much ily.
nothing/nobody can ever separate us.
i need you in my life bby.
ilysm ahmad zulfadhli
♥

2010-03-07T17:26:00.003+08:00

Looking back at all th Chingay pictures make me miss all those fun we had (: Despite th tired-ness we still dance and gave th best smile (Y) th ever boring food but we still had t eat, Mac Chicken. hahh. grrr miss those times man.

On th brighter side, tuesday is coming SOON. woohoo (Y) !! I'll have 3 whole fcuking days ALL T MYSELF ((: im stingy about this matter.hahh. Ooh yea i just cant stop buying/want stuffs for myself. seriously. T my surprise, Baby even at times bought it f me, if i want it so badly. Whenever i want tht thing, i always want it now! terrible but trying hard t control and buy it later once i have $$. grrr. Must save my moolahs man!!

Till here, Goodbye

2010-03-01T12:44:00.003+08:00

I was stoning(as usual), turned and saw this guy. Told Kinah, called his name and he was shocked. Asked what he's doing here. He said to Australia f 10 days. So he board th same flight as Kimberly.

So above are all overdue pictures. The day we send Kimberly off t Australia. Later had dinner and karoake w them (:

Anw, i just LOVE my weekends. It was really spend well w loveee. Thanks bby for everything (shopping to food to movie and best of all spending time w you) (:
Hey marksman! im also good at shooting okay. Thank god, i've joined Shooting Course before. Ooopss i won.hahh. Cant wait f another game w you. woohoo \m/

I swear i hate it so fcuking much whenever he mention this; I HAVE DUTY THIS WEEK TILL NEXT WEEK. WE CANT MEET THIS WEEKEND.
Grrrrr so annoying!

tskk

2010-02-27T00:31:00.002+08:00

EARTHLINGS, IM NO LONGER USING 9610****. PHONE GOT STOLEN.tskk. NOWW ALL CONTACTS GONEEEE.FOR TH MEAN TIME, GET ME THRU HS NUM OR BABY'S NUM. EMAIL ME YOUR NUMBER ALRIGHT ((: BTW, I'LL GET A NEW NUM ASAP!! BYEEE.

MORE UPDATES WHEN IM IN THE MOOD. PROLLY SOON. LOVES;

chingay

2010-02-23T12:52:00.002+08:00

TSUPP earthlings (: atlast Chingay's ~~OVER!~~ grr, tiring wokaayy. Thurs, was just rehearsal and ended up getting my leg got bandaged.hahh. It was a 2 day celebration, so on Friday i had t put lotsa padding in my shoe t prevent th pain. Thank god it went well (: Lots of cameras and video cameras. i loike! Pose here and there ((:
Saturday was th last day, so obv more pictures were taken. Oh yknw i was super happy whn this oh-so cute guy approach and snap picture w me. haha, frs were jealous but ooppss. hahh wth. But seriously everyone thr was all so friendly.

Ooh and i LOVE rabiah's camera, and she says her camera love me t ((: Awesome! (Y)

So here are all the pictures taken. Till here, Goodbye (:

More at FB (:

backk2

2010-02-14T22:12:00.007+08:00

Vday cookie from me ♥

Work till 6. Baby came t fetch me, get changed and off t Victoria Theater. It was some Seni performance. Drama kinda thing. Hahh. I just could not stop laughing th first few mins it started. But after awhile it gets interesting and overall an AWESOME drama. *two thumbs up

Baby's SIL

Baby's Brother [from left]

Below, are also recent updates. Just that i published it on a diff date. More pictures of me and Baby in FB (: Till here, Goodbye.

back

2010-02-11T21:40:00.002+08:00

Tsupp, above are all the pictures taken during Chingay practice (: grr one thing that is bothering me is my three days of getting $$ is gonee just like that for chingay this week. Nvm, first and th last time im joining. hahh, i swear its tiring. I just totally HATE th running part. We dance and run f 6 times. Mind you, its quite a distance wookaayy.

Oh, yknow thr was this part. While i was dancing. My can-can broke, some metal piece inside. I was so pissed. I could not g back bcos it was alr quite far so i had t follow th rest while they dance till it ends. Back for finale, i was alr so fcuking pissed, i looked up bcos thr was a hot air balloon. Straight away, i smile and i was back t myself. Hahh, Taufik Batisah was in it ((: crazy ahhh.

BUSY

2010-02-09T14:06:00.006+08:00

TSUPP (: See that guy above ^^ I, faridahnisha is meeting him today. YAY ((: Mind you, 1 week plus of not meeting wookaayy. hahh. Supposedly a picture of my Chingay prac but i've yet t upload all th pics frm my camera. A proper update soon alright. Till here, Goodbye (:

redislove

2010-02-05T12:22:00.005+08:00

TSUPP earthlings (: ALL graduation pictures are in FB. Well, ive graduated from Nitec in Nursing, ive gotten a job at SGH starting in May 2010, and nowww ive just got a part-time job ((: AWESOME rightttt? i know. Cant this get any better. woohooo imma happy kid. hahh.

Alright, 1 week ending soon *phew Looking forward f nxt Sat ;) Supposedly an update about Graduation but y'see right now i dont feel like updating about it. All i know, it was a memorable day f me and frs.

Oh, and yknw whaaat?? Today after work, im watching 'SANTAU' w cousins. YESSA!

Alright, grandad is back so nurse nisha have t tc of him.

Why this song AGAIN? hahh, bcos right now this song suits me well f NOW. right baby? ;)

That HUGE white skirt or whatever you call it ^ YES, tht thing make me trip and fell while dancing. hahh, not inlcuding th costume eh. Full dress rehearsal tmr, so i'll try t snap a pic.

Till here, Goodbye (:

graduated

2010-02-02T17:09:00.003+08:00

Graduation ceremony was held today, 020210. A memorable day f me and frs (:
More update and pictures soon.

Alright, my confident-ness was wrong. 2weeks isnt easy,hee. Seriously it sucks. Both ppd low, awesome shittt. tskkk. Okay more update soon, Goodbye (:

2weeks, grrr

2010-02-01T13:56:00.005+08:00

Right now i just feel like quiting Chingay but pity my partner. Im just not in th mood t dance anymore, prolly its been long i guess. Oh well. Dance latr at 6.

Anyway, my Saturday was well spent w loveee. We watched Legion, awesome movie ((: *two thumbs up. hee. Sadly, wont be seeing him f th nxt 2 weeks. I shall make myself busy. Doing what? idk. Alaa, 2 weeks will be fast. im pretty sure (:

GREAT, i get t meet beloved Nursing peeps tmr. woohoo. Pictures will be taken, thats for sure.

More pictures in FB (: Goodbye.

vintage, coooool

2010-01-27T15:49:00.007+08:00

Helloooo ~! Just so y'guys know tht I, faridahnishaazman is enjoying her SUPER LONG break :D

hahh, seriously. Well let me tell you what i always do;

1) I get t wake up late everyday

2) Some days, i have dance prac and i'll reach home late

3) I get t meet bestfrs, frs whoever laa more often

4) stay at home all day, which it means online till late at night or early morn

and moreeee (: But th not so best part is, she have yet t find a part time job. hahh.

Im loving tht shades above, coooooool right? i knowww ((: It suits me well. Oh and it belongs t my grandfather/Nana. I wanted t take more pictures but he was waiting f me as he wanted t go out. idc, i'll snap some pictures again. web-camming is so awesome, i loike ((:

Till here, goodbye peeporl.

whaaat a dayyy

2010-01-24T13:04:00.007+08:00

Ive been eating way t MUCH f th past few days. grrr, i seriously cant stay at home. I'll get hungry every hour. This cant g on mannn. Must start t control my intake (: i know i can do it. Anw, PART of my cravings list is alr fulfilled. Yay! Imma happy kid. Well, atleast craving is only you eat once in awhile, not that bad right? hahh.

Ben&Jerry[checked], Cadbury[checked], Pringles[checked], Satay[checked]. Told ya, awesome rightttt? i knowwww. Woohoo. Alright enough of foods (:

Now, im still searching f a part time job. I need some moolahs mann. Im loving our lepak-ing session again. Gosh miss those times, it really saves our money. You just spent atleast around 2plus f snacks and drinks. AWESOME. i loike!
Im alr starting t get bored w town. Actually, if thrs cash its not tht bad though. hahh, true right? I just cant wait t buy shoe and moreeee. right bby? ;)

Alright, till here. Enjoy your Sunday (:

iloveyoulikecrazy

2010-01-20T13:00:00.007+08:00

Tsupp O_o Yknw, i had never love/care etc someone this much before.

Idk, th previous love life of mine was just diff. Waywayway diff. This time, i can really say that i really love ahmadzulfadhli so much. He knows about all my previous love life and how mean i was, yet he still do accept me :) Thanks t him, i did somehow changed. Im not that hot-tempered girl anymore, Im now not tht rude compared t how i was last time. I've give myself time f about 4 months plus and now im proud t say he belongs t me :D

Anyway, ive got a job at SGH and will start in May. Yes i knowww, i was posted at cgh but why i choose tht hospital instead. Well, i just wanna change of environment. Thts all i can say here. Some things are meant not t be tell, thank you. Interview was on th 6 Jan, and today 20 Jan was sign of contract. Thr was only me and another girl, and we're starting on th same day. Idk whts her name, sooo which means ive gotta find out. hahh :)

So as yguys read above, i still have sooo much time before work start. I cant possibly be rotting at home f th next 4 months. I need t find some moolahs man. Must g find a part time job.tskk.

GOSH, i just dont know whts wrong w my stomach. While otw back home in th bus i vomitted.pfft. Thank god mummy had a plastic bag. And now, im having a slight headache.pffttt. Tummy wht is wrong w you??grr.

Till here, Goodbye :]

back

2010-01-17T17:46:00.007+08:00

TSUPP, and so i faridahnisha still has fever and super bad cough. Sadly, i forgotten t take meds f th whole day of yesterday so gyeah. Anyway, yesterday was sucha awesome day w my 2B's ;) hahh. Right now, im sooo lazy t upload all th pictures. Its all at my FB actually.

Nvm, i shall save th pictures f my next, or nextnext, or nextnextnext update :) geddit? hahh.
Grrrr, right now im in no mood t d a proper update.pfft. i hate this feeling. Goodbye.

waitingggg

2010-01-17T13:10:00.003+08:00

TSUPP EARTHLINGS !! alright, more update soon. Bcos this bfr of mine is prolly still sleeping? idk whts he's doing right now. Pictures are w him, so must wait till he upload thn i'll d a proper update alright.Hopefully by today laa. Loveeee.

B T W, i had fun w my 2B's yesterday [Baby,Bestfr(kinahlovee)]

Goodbye (:

whaat a day

2010-01-12T16:10:00.004+08:00

- Last min plan, Iza called. Accompanied her t CGH HR.
- It was still t early f me. Prac starts only at 6.
- So we headed t Bugis. Walk around first while waiting f Farah.
- Obv, th geram-ness starts again. I eyed on quite a num of stuffs (:
- Sooo, pay hurry come fast !!
- Soon after, Farah came and off we went t th same place t search her bag.
-Haha, i just could nt stop laughing seeing at her kecoh-ness. I swear.
-While searching f her bag, i did eye on a bag t. haha.
- I totally hate window shopping, totally suck. pfft.
- At around 5, i left and off t meet Mai at CityHall.
- Gosh, each time i were t check my ez-link card balance, my heart ache yknowww.
- I Faridah Nisha Bte Azman totally hate ADULT FARE!! tsk.
- Reached f1 pit and off t try out our costume.
- One word : BOOOMM.
- I'll snap a picture on my next prac.
- Sadly, while dancing i fell. Th road is kinda hard, duuhhh f1 track.
- Soooo, my butt did hurts.
- Not only me(*phew), others t. Few bleed.
- I have few more prac, and i MUSTMUST get used t that whtever its calld.
- Latr, met Baby. Haha, all thanks t me he did make a one BIG turn. ooppss.
- Oh and throughout th whole dance, i did not even had a proper drink or even worse eat.
- Thank god, Baby brought some food. ily laa
- We walkd t Suntec bcos i know thrs a bus t Bedok. A big NO if we're taking th mrt.
- Right now, SAVE SAVE SAVE ((: heee.
- Th bus stop was just right infront BUT we being so smart walked one HUGE round and ended up at th place we were at first -__-'
- While we were in th bus, we did passby sg flyer.
- We looked at each other and laugh.
- Just whaaat a day on our 1st monthsary. hahh.

- Oh and today, accompanied mummy t raffles hospital and later t Bugis.
- Gyeah, again tht place.
- Like O M G, f th first time ever i went t such places w a FLIP FLOP.
- Horrible much? i knowwww.
- My sandals are alr broken, and my shoe is causing me lotsa blister and marks due t me being sucha smart kid t dance w tht shoes.
- But oh well, mummy bought me a shoe and i told her not t buy t ex bcos i'll be getting on my own soon (:
- Th pictures above, supposedly thrs 4 but i have no idea why. I only took 2 and forgotten about th other pictures. tsk.
- Nvm, i'll get frm iza soon.
- Tmr, Bugis again. But this time w kinahlovee (:
- Just some random stuff. O M G, i loveee all th AI judges. AWESOME MAN !
- Alright till here, Goodbye ",

F: so whaat? each time on th 11th we'll g around like today?
N: haha, idk, maybe. *smile

AWESOME DAYY

2010-01-10T13:51:00.006+08:00

Super early dance prac at SACSS.
Since thrs rehearsal tmr, we had t learn th whole dance. Thank god it was a 2 mins dance.
BUT, th super fast dance step makes me laugh non stop.
Its been long since i last dance, Mai's laughter make me laugh even more. I felt weird at first but it gets better later.hahh (:
Thank god i somehow know th steps.
Latr, met Baby and off t town. Our plan was t survey shoes f me and him.
First was Heeren, had our breakfast-cum-lunch-cum-dinner at Macs. Awesome ah. We had MEGA MAC thts why. But it was just a meal.
Dream on if i can eat tht meal on my own.
Next was Cineleisure, thrs more t his kind of shoes. Not mine.
Our plan was t g Central, while in th bus we saw Plaza Sing. We alighted thr.
Nahhh, still no shoe. Off we g t Cathay.
Spotted one, an Adidas shoe.
Next we went t Central, thrs practically nothing thr. We sat for a while and think of whr t g nxt. Baby said we'll walk around clark quay at night.
Off we g t Suntec. After much walking, ATLAST a nice shoe f me ((:
So wait till my pay is in. Even Baby found his t, swwweeeet. Same colour, same brand but diff pattern. bestbest.
We sat at th fountain of wealth, and latr around 8 bck t Clark Quay.
Baby wanted t show me th Night life thr. Th pubs/clubs.
At around 9 we wanted t g Henderson wave but we were nt sure how t g thr. If we have t climb up th steps obv a big NO f me.
Took th train t Sengkang, CompassPoint was th last shopping mall f th day.
I saw a Dickies shirt and i really like it laaa (: grrr, now im thinking wther i should get it or not.
Oh, no pictures were taken bcos Baby did nt charged his camera. Nice one.
Home sweet Home. Goodbye.

Awesome day w Babyloveee.

telemetach

2010-01-08T20:00:00.001+08:00

080110

Last day of orientation. It was th telematch among other schools. It was sucha hectic day, but overall i did had lotsa fun shouting here and thr. 2nd prize isnt tht bad though f AHS (: Latr met Baby.

hip hop

2010-01-04T18:11:00.005+08:00

TSUPP peeporl (: i've just changed my blog song,hahh. I just felt like listening and upload it t my blog. hahh. All songs tht i listen are all according t my mood. And right now, its stuck in my head. So here it goes, great song. I loike :))

OH and surprisingly, baby gave th GREENLIGHT! Like O M G! yea BAYBEH! haha. Alright2, i should stop here before baby changes his mind. Best ah baby, i ♥ you laaa.

Wookayy, i gotta g print my resume, i've have yet t do all tht man. Goodbye earthlings.

2nd post of 2010

2010-01-02T16:35:00.003+08:00

My New Year was w family, bonding session i can say (: hahh, atleast i've got my cravings f certain foods on tht day. YUMMY, i loike. hee. WAIT! thrs still other cravings have yet t be fulfilled, seriously. How i iwish i could list it all here and prolly th nxt day it'll be at my doorstep.hahh dream on man.
Once ive gt all th cravings, thn prolly i'll have t start controlling my diet. Ive been eating way t much f th past few weeks.hahh.

GRRR, th irritating fever is B A C K! pfft. Great start of th year, my FIRST fever in th year 2010, hahh. All thanks t baby f sneezing like an apek yesterday :P He even agree t wht i said, so gyeah its true :)
Im all so lazy t g bck sch this Mon, Tues and Fri. They should treat us f being a nice students t even come back t help out. Oh and this thurs, fri i get t meet Baby, yay!

Alright, i wanna g play checkers online w Baby. Kayy i seriously have know idea how t play but i did rmbr few tips frm one of my IMH patient back thn. hahh, and it really works (Y) awesome!

Goodbye :)

HELLO 2010

2010-01-01T00:25:00.002+08:00

2009, was an AWESOME year i can say ((: *two thumbs up.

I've completed my 2 yrs of Nursing course, achieved better grades f this year, circle of frs are expanding, more bonding time w bestfrs and lastly Babylove (:

So lets hope 2010, will be a great year t alright.

~~GOODBYE 2009~~, HELLOOOOO 2010!

happy

2009-12-30T21:59:00.008+08:00

Im back (: Actually th previous post timing was abt half hour ago but idk why everything was lagging just now. irritating much, i know.

Well, while i was in a bad mood, loved ones made me t my self back. aww ♥ Younger sister was so excited that she has an msn acc, till she start a convo w both me and elder sister. If we ignore, she'll g out t check. Cute laa she. I like her msn background bcos thrs my pic.hahh
Another person was non other thn Babylove ((: aww, sweet. ily laa. Okay bye.

fcukfcuk

2009-12-30T20:59:00.007+08:00

Time on my own. Thts what i need right now. Sorry baby for being all so fcuked up towards you, i know you were trying your best t cheer me up. i think :/ But whatever it is im sorry.
How i wish i can type it out all here. pfft, nevermind thn, just not th right thing t do i guess.

Whats next? idk but hopefully something good la please. Im really tired of all this. Goodbye.

nice girl

2009-12-29T11:13:00.006+08:00

Like i've said, do not disturb on Sunday frm 6pm onwards. I mean what i said, calls will not be entertained. So this bfr of mine, call umpteen times yet i did not ans. Even though i was holding on t my phone, hahh. Atlast, after so many calls, i pity him so gyeah i ans him. HAHA.

Im sucha nice gfr, i know. tell me bout it (: haha. Well, i did download f him few songs and baby you owe me f that. Idc! :P

I, FARIDAH NISHA shall keep my hair long next year. I will not even think to have my hair short AGAIN. Bcos starting from next year, bob, concave is not in trend anymore. So to stay w th trend, i'll keep my hair long (: Thank you.

F: CMI

N: huh? whats tht?

F: -__-' cute manje irritating

N: *smile* i know.

do not disturb

2009-12-27T11:25:00.003+08:00

Gyeah, DO NOT DISTURB frm 6pm onwards (: hahh, favourite movie of all is starting at tht time. Seriously, any calls will not be entertained, but im not tht mean though. Msg is still acceptable, haha.

For this few days, each time around 2-3 am i'll start feeling fever-ish and it'll be hard f me t g back t sleep. Instead of taking meds, i'll just drink water instead, hahh. Yes, i HATE t eat meds. Thts like my super duper enemy thorughout my whole life. Im a nurse, i know. During work, im th one who'll be gg around checking all meds are taken. If not, i'll be creating story and after much persuading they will actually eat. Imma good nurse, hahh.
Mummy even bought me a liquid vitamins in this little cute bottles, and i've been taking tht every single day. Good improvement (:

Goodbye ",

loveeee

2009-12-25T19:38:00.006+08:00

Im trying t be a good blogger, like i used t last time. Update as many as i can (: hahh.
Well actually, im bored right now. I've been watching tons of movies be it at tv or online. Boring uh, i know. Nevermind, im just entertaining myself (;

Bfr is now at his fr's christmas party who is also my 3-4 weeks of nursing classmate. hahh, small world. Latr he's off t Zirca.pfft.
But on th lighter note, im glad he's gg out. hahh, not tht i like him gg t such places but its just so not him whnever he's at home all day. super weird. Thts him now, sooo im pretty happy if he's gg out w his frs (: atlast baybeh. haha.

Alright now, i shall g search any interesting Korean movies t watch online. Goodbye ",

cute

2009-12-24T21:57:00.004+08:00

Tsupp, i guess my holidays is fine. Enough sleep, enough rest, loved ones 24/7 always w me but sadly one thing have yet t complete my Great Holidays; SHOPPING !! grrr, its killing me.

I have no idea why, but f th past few days i've been craving f chocolates badly. Baby t th rescue ♥ hahh, gyeah he bought me CADBURY :)) In a day, its gone. Not only me who ate, mummy t. She even ate muchmuch more than me.pfft. nevermind bcos yknw why? Baby just bought cadbury again and he wanna gv it t me :)) haha, awww ily baby.
But this stubborn bfr of mine diedie wanna pass it today all th way frm Sengkang. So I being a nice gfr, told him t just pass it t me on Saturday since latr he's gg ECP w family. I was supposed t be thr t but i've some family gathering on tht same day. Goodbye.

iloveit

2009-12-23T14:26:00.006+08:00

Tsupp (: sales are gg on everywhr and im just waiting f my pay. Once its in zooooom shopping, bestbest :D
Yesterday, met baby. We watched this Indonesia ghost movie, bloody hell its super scary. My eyes were practically covered through out th whole time. Thank god halfway th disc was spoiled and it stopped. Seriously im so not gonna continue watching it no matter how much suspense tht movie was.

Sorry t attachment peeps, bcos i could nt join y'guys. Im having sore eyes laa ;) Haha, baby if you're reading this, shutup! hahh.

Gosh, hopefully family has no plan during countdwn bcos i wanna celebrate it w Baby or whoever laa. Y'see, every year during coutdwn i'll either be at home or out w family. Boring uh, i know. So thts why this year diedie i wanna g out. Lets see how it goes.

I LOVE IT!

2009-12-20T13:55:00.005+08:00

For now im still future-less. I've yet t finish writing both job application forms, prolly will do tmr (:

151209. After 20 days of not seeing Baby, ATLAST! latr both Bestfrs, Baby and I watched Zombieland. Great movie, two thumbs up f tht ((: Subway and home.

181209,191209. Ton w Baby & Bestfr ♥. Imma happy kid ((: What makes it more fun and also a memorable day whn it rains and we had t g under a shelter f awhile thn yeah everything went normal and later even more worse we got screen. All thanks t kinahlove, her suspicious act made th police d a U-turn and went t us. HAHA.
Oh and thnks Baby f th beautiful necklace, i really like it.

Moreee pictures at FB (: alright goodbye.

111209, ily baby;

ily

2009-12-17T20:36:00.002+08:00

Thanks t dear, and right now im addicted t this song. Some sort its about us, while he was away bck thn. hahh. first time hearing t this song and im in love w it (: hahh.

More updates soon. Baby, i cnt wait t meet you tmr and O M G bestfr 2nd time or whaaat?! Haha. Alright byee.

happy birthday

2009-12-14T13:58:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY
TO MY BELOVED MUMMY ♥ You will always be th greatest mother and nothing can ever replace that (:

attachment is OVER

2009-12-14T12:30:00.000+08:00

Atlast attachment is finally O V E R ! I've learn alot f this 2 years. Im proud of myself that i've made a HUGE improvement *double happiness. One thing f sure, my super gerek attachment grp will never be forgotten and not forgetting my beloved class ♥
081209, a mini celebration frm lecturer :) She bought cake and puffs. Later she asked one by one t how we find this posting. When it was my turn;

"Overall im okay w th group and infact we're muchmuch closer this time. I've become more independent bcos during yr1 i was ALWAYS w iza. Be it just t take clothes. So our shift was changed. Th next posting, we gt th same grp again and shift were also changed. But ever since year 2 we started being serious and gyeah both 2.1 and 2.2 posting shift were not changed anymore"

"Before, i used t hate you and i wasnt sure if i can prolly maintain th same grade. But later, i actually understands you more and infact frm hate it changes t love. Seriously ure th best lecturer :)"

So thr was surprise f both Lecturer and CI on 111209. So let all th pictures d th talking.

231209, Sentosa here i come ((:

busy

2009-12-09T10:55:00.004+08:00

More pictures and updates soon (: byeee

gerek

2009-12-04T15:47:00.005+08:00

I seriously need a time on my own. I have no idea why th hot tempered is still not cooling down. O M G even i myself finds it irritating, what about others? :/

Anyway, my both night duty was awesome. My eyes was still wide awake till end of work (: Thr was some scary moments and me scaring myself.hahh nothing new. Thanks t th staff f treating us macs and non-stop junk foods.
Ooh sorry kinahlove cos i cancelled today's plan. First, yes at tht point of time i was damn tired. Second, i wasnt in th mood t g out. Like i said, i need time on my own thn prolly everything will be fine. Okay, Bye.

this cant be happening,

i know i can pull this thru.

first night shift (:

2009-12-02T13:06:00.003+08:00

My feelings is all mixed up right now. Excited bcos today is my first night shift, Frustrated bcos each time i were t choose on a particular patient f case-study, on tht day itself patient passed away or f hm. I've been changing f umpteen times.irritating much.pfft. A lil pissed off w th days passing by fcuking slowww and i really miss you, but thanks t kinahlove f being thr f me this few days (: aww,♥

Attachment is coming t an end. Mini celebration f teacher has alr been passed around. Plans f Farah's b'day celebration has alr been plan t. Am looking forward t that day ((: Tht picture up thr, they[& mirah] are the ones who make my day turns well while at work ♥♥

S: you're still happy and cheerful whn he isnt w you.
N: hahh, cos i try not t think about it while working *smile
S: good ah you.i think if it were t be me,i'll cry sia. u're th kind of person thinks like 'life has t move on'.
N: HAHAHA. yeap.

psst; Baby IMYSM!

2012

2009-11-29T15:36:00.006+08:00

I tend t get angry easily these days, just small little things can get me all so bad mood f th whole day.Words like fcukfcukfcuk,knn, cb comes out from my mouth. Idk whats wrong w me besides i know this is bad.pfft. Once i get angry, i'll start counting th days and damnnn isnt its slowww. So all th MORE i'll get fcuked up.

Thank god my weekends was well spent, i've watched 2012 w families on Sat and Sunday was cousin's house. I guess im bored cos right now im fcuking broke and im just waiting f my pay. Once its in, zoooomm straight away i'll bring along kinahlove f shopping ((: That for sure will not make me get angry th WHOLE day. Okay bye.

happy 20th birthday baby!

2009-11-26T21:09:00.008+08:00

Early wish;

[271109]

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY T MY ONE & ONLY
AHMAD ZULFADHLI♥♥

O M G, you're alr 20. So pleaseplease be good till your ord.
I know its hard but im sure you can make it baby (:
I love you and you'll always be mine.

2 more weeks t g and im really looking forward t tht day andand overall marks had alr been given and im pretty satisfied w it ((: double yay f tht.
Well, im still thinking t what im gonna d next. I'll still apply f work and later prolly a Sponsership Diploma or i'll apply Private Diploma instead and i'll get t work at private hospital meaning morreee ka-ching. hahh. See how it goes laa.

And so 28th and 4th plan was cancelled due t some reason. Im fine w it. I'll be looking forward t spend w you and esp kinahlove on th countdwn instead (: So since im free this saturday, both mummydaddy, sister, cousins and I will be watching movie while th little ones will be at grands. If im nt wrong on th 4th is attachment peeps outing or lunch w lecturer since shes gg bck China. Hahh, th lecturer whom i HATED th most is now QUITE gerek t be w. shocking uh? i knw.hahh.

psst; imysm!! [2 days past]

karoake (:

2009-11-22T18:18:00.009+08:00

Tsupp (: All i knw attachment is finishing soon and i've yet t make a decision t wht im gonna do later. Oh well, its sucha headache t think about it.seriously. For now, im pretty happy w th marks i have.

Anyway, both fri and sat was well spent w bestfr[kinahfie] and Baby (: Actually thrs nothing much on friday so skipskip t saturday. Th plan was karaoke at baby's house. Met kinahlove at around 11 and since it was too early, we walked around Tamp Mall and got ourselves each a bestfr ring :)) aww, ily laa bestfr. Rmbr ah, till i've got th moolahs($) thn we both g get MORE accessories ♥
Reached baby's place at around 2 i think. Omg, i have no idea why but i was feeling a lil nervous. Thnk god im w bestfrs.phew. Once everyone left, karaoke session starts and i think at tht point of time my heart was beating damn fast, prolly till tachycardia.hahh. Its so embarrassing t sing w him.seriously. It took me a few mins t warm up and ta-dahhh i was alr singing like nobody business. Heck about th voice la ehh, all i know I had lotsa fun (:

Enough said, let th pics do th talking ",

That guy up thr, w th name of Fadhli.

He belongs t me (:

And I faridahnisha ♥ him so much.

N: Do not worry baby,
i'll always wait f you.

081109

2009-11-09T22:14:00.007+08:00

i seriously hate this pose of his but too bad this is th BEST pic ♥

Tsupp earthlings :) I seriously miss my paedatric posting cos right now im stuck at CGH f th next 5 weeks.pfft.oh-my-gawd. Oh yeah like after about a month, ATLAST i get t meet bestfr :)) we had early lunch together and like duh thrs lots of stories t share.hahh, ily laa bestfr.

So my sunday was spend w th loved ones :) I had some CIP stuff in th morn held at pasir ris park and gyeah we had lotsa fun entertaining ourselves.hahh especially whn we sat at th pathway along th road plus non-stop singing and laughing. i love y'guys laa :))
Later around noon, i met Dear/Love/Babi.hahh. Breakfast-cum-Lunch and later headed t pasir ris park again, yeah i know. But its okayy bcos my time was well spend w you. aww sweet right? i know. Andand dear, i'll always remember tht day. Ooh yea, take good care of my earpiece and i'll take good care of ure cigg.hahh.

O M G, i just heard this song thanks t my younger sister and omg shes dancing t this song. Hahh, i just cant imagine her dancing. Hahaha, shes seriously thin like a stick. Cute laa she, im sooo gg t watch her performance. Th song is Tecnologic, Daft Punk, those who knows her confirm shock giler, SERIOUSLY. okayy bye :)

He: "ku akan menjaga mu di bangun dan tidurmu
di semua mimpi dan nyatamu
ku akan menjaga mu, tuk hidup dan matiku
tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh"

loveeee

2009-11-05T20:33:00.004+08:00

Tsupp earthlings :) and so my posting f KKH is ending tmr, i've never like/love kids/babies before but now im loving them. They made my day :)) Ooh and monthly cramps was being irritating yesterday, work starts at 1 and i when back home at 2. Damn! now i've t work on Saturday.pfft.

So far, CP teacher is okayy i can say. Shes nice, just that she LOVE asking lots of question. BUT thanks t her, i took th initiative t find out and seriously speaking i've learn more :)) amazing ah, i knw. Ooh and my marks has improved, bestbest. I just gotta brush up on my theory which i hated th most.tsk. Imma practical person, tu lagi best. Hands-on. I hate notes!

psst; i miss you♥

busy

2009-11-02T10:03:00.003+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY, veryvery BUSY!

Just a quick update, currently im posted at KKH. One word; Awesome. Im loving paediatric ward. Im starting t g crazy w th kids/babies.hahh. Idk how many times i kiss and hug them but seriously best laaa. okayy bye :)

my BEST day ever w YOU!!

2009-10-26T09:21:00.006+08:00

Hellooo peeporl :) no pics for today, cos im updating using my phone.haha wireless mah.hahh.
Anyway, yesterday was just th BEST day ever w you. We went t ECP frm 5plus all th way till 8. Woahh thts long. Haha. I totally forgotten t snap a pic w u, pfft. Nevermind, some other time thn Dear. For this 2 weeks im posted t KKH. Lets see how it goes, hopefully its gonna be fun like how sach was :)

Okayy more update soon. Byee.

SACH gerekkk :)

2009-10-21T19:57:00.004+08:00

TSUPP earthlings :) well my 2 weeks at SACH was supersuper GEREK!! yes, i've made plenty of new frs and th teamwork despite th super huge grp. Im happy tht we managed despite th little time given and i know th lecturers were proud of us. YESSA!
We've put up a great performance frm singing[english.chinese.malay] t dikir barat[ooh so nice lyrics] t fashion show and lastly indian dance. im gonna miss working w y'guys, sweet right..

Gyeah i participated in th dance, initally it was both th dance and dikirbarat but sadly th performance was right after another so yeap had t cancel one. But whtever it is, i really did enjoy dancing y'guys :]

So next posting, KKH. Hopefully it'll goes well :) omg, one of th SI contestant is singing t 'Hero' and it reminds me during my mischievous times. Kinah and I sang out loud while lecturer is teaching.aww imy bestfr.

Umilovee :)amiralovee :))

farahainlovee :))

Oh and not forgetting Izalovee :)) [my all time CP fr, no matter wht NO lecturer cn separate us] and another new fr, gosh isnt she damn kecoh. Non other thn Farahlovee :)

For sure MORE pics will be taken tmr. so wait laa.

Okayy byee.

PSST: IMYSM♥

tsupp

2009-10-17T14:16:00.005+08:00

Hello :) gyeah atlast im back w updating. Busy w attachment. Right now im posted at SACH, its alright laaa andand im soooo looking forward f nxt wed.hahh. Since this time our group consists frm 3 diff hospital, gyeah super huge grp but gerek yknw. MORE new frs :)) We'll be doing a lil performance, awesome lahh sey.bestbest.

Oooh y'guys know whuuutt? i totally forgotten t take out my hp while washing my uniform. By th time i remembered, i guess my phone had gone thru lotsa spinning and more spinning in th washing machine.pfft. Smart right, i know.

Okayyy as usual during attachment, like duuhhhh pics are taken. I'll upload it once i receive frm peeps since now im using Dear's phone for th mean time :))

2009-10-14T22:38:00.002+08:00

BUSY, BUSY, BUSY. veryvery busy!!

I'll update during th weekends :)

PSST: i miss you laaa :))

class chalet ",

2009-10-06T11:01:00.039+08:00

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Tsupp earthlings ", Class chalet was FUN FUN FUN!! gosh i miss those classmates of mine, sweet right? i know.

But seriously i've nvr even bother t be early but just for beloved class's sake, i was early ooh oopps i mean we(kinah & I). I've nvr bother t help buy foods halfway during th barbeque. Which me and frs literally walked OUT of th chalet(which is deepdeep inside) t Whitesand Mall, NTUC. im sucha good fr right. oh well. Lastly, i've nvr even bother t help out during th barbeque. Despite th super HOT heat, i actually did helped yesterday y'knw. great achievement. :] Anything for JR0801C. awwww.

Oh, thanks guys for having so much patience w my shouting EARLY in th morn, but it wasnt MY fault wookaay. Blame tht someone uh, irritating specimen.pfft. I was happily waking up Hakim for prayers, and you suddenly got up in th dark. Thanks t you, i ran like a mad kid. I was happily switching on th lights cos atlast th day is getting brighter, and u were thr at th sofa staring. And AGAIN thanks t you, i was freaking surprised, jump and quickly ran t th room.pfft.

Those are some pics i received. More t be upload, once i receive all. Okay bye :)

PSSST: ' you're my everything ♥ '

Lastly;

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY NURFAIZAH NORAZMI!

2009-09-19T09:31:00.011+08:00

TSUPP! I knw yguys miss me,awww. Well, exams OVER! Thnk god. All th best ah fr th results ;]

Oh yay! Tmr's HARI RAYA!! *ka-ching* Anw im missing my bestfrs, girls whn wanna meet? imygirls.

On th lighter note, i've smth t announce; currently im dating this particular guy and i THINK, he's jst th type tht i've been looking fr :] Ooh, im sooo looking forward t meet you again. Sweet right, i knw. Say whuut? Yguys wanna knw who's th guy? Nah, think i'll just leave it t suspend ;] Okay,bye.

2009-08-29T20:37:00.002+08:00

The place whr i am right now is freakingg random, well whn it comes t me and kinah for sure places we go are ALWAYS not planned :] Right now im at fie's hs, they hanky-panky while i surf th net.hahh. Independent uh ;]
As for today we did some CIP thing which was held at th mosque and gyeah it was fun yet tiring.

Well SOME people just thing tht im lonely and th reason was tht bstfr is alr attached. O M G i swear thts super nonsense. And thts why im all rush t find one t. Puh-lease lah. Just so you people now tht the last serious relationship i had was like err 2years back?2007. Starting frm 2008 onwards i started t mingle around and just make friends :] get tht! So better get your facts right wookay :] Oooh for now, im not feeling lonely or whatsoever cos im loving my life right now.

Bye.

Awww MEMORIES

2009-08-17T13:06:00.005+08:00

Pictures will be uploaded once i've received all frm bestfr.

O M G, yknw wht?? I've had the BEST birthday celebration!! awww great memories.

Well, my weekends was spent w bestfrs, Kinah & Fie and not forgetting Ahmad & Man.

More bonding session w Kinah :] 150 pics was snapped frm kinah's cam and 40 plus from my phone. We both when t Ion Orchard,Paragon and Lucky Plaza. Around 4plus we headed t Marina Barrage, thts whr more pics were taken. Next we headed down t Kallang CC t meet th guys. I was laughing whn i see cute little boys trying t learn and imitate them doing break dance, hahh :] Later when f dinner and ooh surprisingly both me and kinah did not eat a proper meal frm morn till 10 plus. Loose weight giler, yknw out of sudden my pants button came off by itself and kinah's pants was suddenly loose. Hahhh :]

Random plan was Shisha w the guys. Thankgod Fie drive on tht day, phewww. Save my ez-link.haha. Okay yknow each time if i were t see a group of guys in a car w their windows wind dwn and loud songs blasting, t me they are just attention seeker. So much for hating people right now im in th car w songs blasting out LOUD.take tht. hahaha. But it was FUN. We played tai-tee(?spelling) and this new game which was freaking havoc ;] We left th place at 2.30am. Surprisingly i was still wide awake, woohoo :]

Later we headed t Hougang t play pool. Aww th guys were just great teachers, haha. They taught me and kinah and we somehow atlst knows how t play :] right bestfr? hahh. So now i wont be shy or giving lame excuses if anyone were t ask t play pool. cheyy proud uh.hahh. Left th place at 4.45am and spend the few hours at bestfr's hs. See, i told ya. I've sucha GREAT bonding time w her.

A BIG thanks t Fie and Kinah f th treat and th GREAT time spent w y'guys. Y'guys are th BESTEST BESTFRS i've EVER had :)) sweet right, i know. Im soooo looking forward f any weekends ;]

2009-08-13T13:19:00.002+08:00

O M G, im finally 18 :] and so this year was sucha sweet memorable birthday celebration.

First was steamboat with family but it was bubu's treat. Aawww no matter how annoying she can be deep down i love her. sweet right? i know. But on th actual day itself was a mini celebration right after i got home after th oh-so super long bus ride.hahh.
Ooh and a surprise celebration from Bestfrs, i've gotta admit they acted really well. I had totally super BAD cramps on tht day but their plan still worked out well. The cake was delicious and i also received a HUGE teddy. Initially, i thought it was from them but later at night we were on conference and they said that the teddy was from someone i hated so much. That was seriously suprising. To you, i really appreciate the teddy you gave and a big thank you t you :)

I'll upload all my presents pics soon. Not forgetting my B/Syg/Random Bestfr gave me a cute carebear pillow and LV wallet. Awwww bestfrs for life ♥
Bestfr, this saturday uh ;) BONDING session.

2009-08-04T18:13:00.002+08:00

O M G, im back w updating. like atlast. So th stress from bcls is finaly OVER!! phew.

On a lighter note, MY birthday is coming in just 7 days.woohoo. Ooh i was hoping atleast a family day on th 10th but sadly mother is working on tht day, like wht she said 'overtime'.pfft:( great or whuutt. Lets just see whn th day comes.
Im really looking forward on th 15 and 16 ;] right bestfr? hahh. For all i know, im gonna have lotsa fun and more fun :]

The due date for Psy project is this 13th but all i found is th link and gyeah thts about it. Troublesome ah this project, including th teacher aka lydia sum which is being extremely annoying today. Like PMS-ing only.pfft.

Okay more update this friday :] okayy bye.

2009-07-24T14:33:00.003+08:00

Tsupp, okayy th reason i post was t wish my beloved bestfr. sweet right? i know. oh wells.

Happy 18th Birthday Sakinah Jaffar aka 2ND b,syg,hun.I hope you like th gift i give, its just a small thing but its th thoughts tht counts. okay loveyou.

The previous post was suppose t have pics taken w attachment peeps, grands birthday and random pics in school, but sadly its not been upload yet. So wait larh for th next update.okayy byye.

2009-07-02T16:25:00.003+08:00

I was bored w th old skin, so gyeah a new skin :] Anw, attachment has ended like last friday. T late t blog, i know.
And so, last friday we went sheesha.OMG, it was AWESOME, we also celebrated dee's birthday. What a great bonding session ;]
Th next day, Daddy was so random and he brought us t eat at th railway station and later t mount faber. Another bonding session i guess, but it was great :] Pics will be uploaded soon.

Monday was spent w breastie at bugis and later t tamp. Money pls come fast cos i got lotsa of stuffs t buy.pfft. Pics is w kinah.
Yesterday was th trip t maggot lab and later Seoul Garden w CP grp. I ate ALOTTT yesterday, gosh breastie should see my stomach. Anyway th guys was being so sweet, they cooked for us and we just wait, watch and EAT. sweet right, i know. I'll show th pics of them cooking, gotta wait till farah upload.

Okay i'll update once i got all th pics :]

2009-06-16T16:00:00.002+08:00

OMG! its been months since i last blog.W/o net at home is like ooommggg boring or whutt. Thanks t minalove tht i can actually update :] For th past 3 months of not updating, life has been great.i think.

Right now im seriously waiting for my pay t come and i will seriously shop like hell.omg shiok or whutt. Money come fastt man.pfft. Ooh and attachment is coming t an end, pheww thnk god. So it means i can spend more time w my breastie.gerek or whuut.
IDK whn i'll update BUT do keep tagging.okay bye.

2009-04-11T11:49:00.001+08:00

FARIDAH NISHA WILL BE ON HIATUS CAUSE HER INTERNET IS CURRENTLY DOWN .
nonetheless, continue the tagging , alright ?
Oh, and this is her Twinnie updating for her ((:
FIZAH .

tamp 1

2009-04-09T20:02:00.014+08:00

The last time we met was last wk and thts long. I wonder how we four are gonna make time once we all get busy w school which is starting this mon.damn. M school is far wht more her timetable, F join th same school but we're having attachment and K's schedule for attachment is ALWAYS the opp. great or whuut. pfft.

As y'all know, Tampines One is open and gyeah we when, easy say tht place is like a 2nd Parkway.Thts wht i think :] Me and breastie was like 'OMG' 'aaaahh this is nice' 'ooh wooww' so basically thts how our expression goes like. Wht attract me th most was th SPA, it had pool inside, I nvr knew it had so much space.hah.

We 3 did not go to all th shops cos we gotta save our energy while waiting for Fie and than later Mina :] But we did snap quite a num of pics.hahh.
Tht pic below, we wanted t snap cos th mall was seriously pack but each time we snap it turns out like tht.hehh :]

And MORE pics

We saw this HUGE japanese monster.hahh, like duuhhh its not a monster but im just scared of all this huge clowns.hahah so thts why i did not take a pic w it. It belongs t some Japanese restaurant and hell yeah tht place was full.

Later Fie came so yeahh picturess were still taken. Ooh and soon after Mina came, accompany her eat and y'knw how happy tht girl was whn she bought her first top frm TOPSHOP. I swear she was so cuteee. Since she was damn happy carrying th bag, i told her t lift it up at tht point of time we were at tamp inter, gyeah she really did and kept smiling.hahahh.

This pic below was nice, aaah Fie, sucha good photography skills. But sadly Fizah was laughing =.=

Thts all :] Just so you know, Me and Fizah went in and walk around th mall for 3 times, i repeat 3 times.hahahh. But i had fun :]

LOVES;

nothinggg

2009-04-08T12:16:00.024+08:00

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Tht is just some random chat, so if guys wanna chat w us dont go silent, rmbr tht.hahh :] I have t admit those peeporl [thts in th chat] and not forgetting Mina, had make my dayy and ilt [go figure wht tht means] more than anything, abt fie i gotta re-consider whether he really did make my day ;]
I'll be meeting breastie and fie tmr, happygiler, hahh :] For sure lotsa pictures will be taken, tht i promise :]
Okay bye.

wide awake

2009-04-07T21:59:00.004+08:00

OMG, its been days since i met breastie, i miss them alot :] M has alr started school, so it means we wont meet each other tht often. I'll be meeting breastie this thurs, YAYYY. happy arh, abeh? do i sound like breastie? hahh.
I was otp w breastie and Fie. Gyeahh like duuhhh we were all noisy :] Tht excludes th laughter, thts even more LOUD. hahhh. serious. Ilygsm, geddit? hahh annoying right, kay its iloveyouguyssomuch ;]
Im not really into nescafe but i seriously have no idea why i bought it just now.weird. Ooh the can looks nice, it has my bfr pic on it.hahh dream on. Right now im fully awake, great or whuut. Ive not been gg out frm mon and yeah maybe tmr t. great achievement. I admit im bad in multitask. I shall go entertain my breastie online before they mention tht i go berak all.inside joke.haha okay bye.

haha

2009-04-05T21:00:00.005+08:00

TSUPP, and so breastie have yet t send me th pics.
Hahh random pic which i found from my web album. If im not wrong tht pic was taken after dance :] i miss those 3 monkeys,hahh. Tht was th last time i met thm cos i left dance due t nursing, tht period of time i was really busy w school and later attachment. sad or whuutt. Omg i must meet y'guys before my attachment starts.

Oh man, hols is left w only 1 week. Back t attachment, pfft boring or whuutt.

LOVES;

karoake

2009-04-03T20:00:00.007+08:00

HELLO, met breastie todayy and since all my breastie always reached late and its not 5 or 10 mins its half and hour.annoying much, janji melayu habes.heh.So i told myself why not be late, one time should be finee. Plan was t meet kinah at 12, i left th hs at 12. This is how th msg go;

N: Babe, whr are you? Im waiting for th bus.
K: Wei. Wait loh. Im still at home.hahh
N: Ooh nothing new kinah.haha, im still waiting for th bus.
K: HAHA! chill ler, im still naked. i'll reach thr like 1245-1.haha! you dont take th bus, chill at th bus stop.
N: Its okayy kinah, i'll go first.

So much for meeting late =.=

So yeah instead of gg karaoke we whn t mina's hs instead. Can say her hs is like our second home ;] hahh right breastie? well she herself told us so gyeah be it food or drinks, just take, she dont mind. hahh but like duuhhh we know our limits.hah.
Ooh another karaoke session w breastie, buttttt this time wasnt much fun like we had last week cos most of th songs we had alr sang tht day. But, i did have lotsa fun w y'guys todayyy :] Crush or whuuut? omg, nishanisha. hahh ;]
Pics is w breastie, so i'll put it up on th next post. okay byee :]

Jai Ho

2009-04-03T11:12:00.013+08:00

Pause my blog song and its a MUST t watch this vid. If can blast it LOUD. hahh, i love this song and the movie is greatgreatgreat :] Gosh i miss dance :(

lepak-ing

2009-03-31T20:05:00.004+08:00

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TSUPP, met breastie today :] Today was just lepak-ing day.hahh. Played UNO, aaaahhh its been long since i played tht, but whtever it is i won once and im proud of it :p hah. Great time spend w breastie and im soooo looking forward for this friday, woohooo karoake or whuttt :)) Those extra ppl tht wanna join, tht, we're still considering.hehh.

Exam results is released tmr, damn it.pfft. I shall set my phone alarm at 8. semangat right? i know.hahh.

LOVES;

achi

2009-03-31T12:24:00.004+08:00

I kept hearing breastie saying janji melayu yesterday. I seriously dont know wht it means :/ and i asked thm but gyeah whn we're otp, we'll get all so noisy so yeah they did not hear me.
I just receive a msg frm kinah and she said 'chill pill, janji melayu semua lambat' Somehow i THINK, i knw wht it means. hah.

Most prolly i'll update tonight. Tht was just a random chat.hah. okay bye :]

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monday.

2009-03-30T14:04:00.008+08:00

I've always been gg out last wk, so today i shall stay at home. Besides little sister did not g t school due t fever. So it means, i've got t take care of her. Im sucha good sister ;]
Ooh yknw whn twilight was released last yr i did not watch cos i dont like those kind of movie. Buuttttt jst 2 weeks back, sister brought home th book. Why not just read since i was bored. Oh-my-gawd, i admit th story was nice t read. Interesting or whuuutt. So nxt i read New Moon, aaahh tht book is also nice. Nowww im trying t find for Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. Gyeah after reading those books, straight away i watched th movie online :] Yesteryear, i know. But who cares.
Now i shall go watch movie online. Prolly it'll be Slumdog Millionaire. I wanna watch Fast and Furious 4, anyone wanna accompany?hah.

Yessa, atlast im meeting breastie tmr. I miss you guys so much :]

LOVES;

2009-03-29T12:15:00.007+08:00

Im all alone at home, parents is out w grand t idk whr. Ooh i've watched confession of a shopaholic, aaahhh 2 thumbs up for tht movie ;] Still thinking wht t watch next.
Breastie i dont mind watching it again.hah.
F1 was superb, great start :] woohoo cant wait for nxt week.

Anw breastie, i've plan t go karoake either this thurs or fri. Make yourself free on tht day alright.

LOVES;

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TSUPP, omg after so much of fun during th hols i just remembered tht results will be out SOON.damn it. Anw, yesterday was EARTH DAY or is it called EARTH HOUR. yeah whever it is, I was at grands hs, being a good human i went t th kitchen, rooms and switch all th lights :] I know my grand hates living in dark but i told her its only for an hour.heh. Great or whuutt.
Aaaah F1 strts today, which is in an hour. woohoo ;]

Im supposed t attend a wedding at bedok, one of th nurse frm th ward im attached t. Buuttt peeps isnt sure if they are gg and besides im having a bad migraine.pfft. its killing me.
DK.FM lets make another outing. Karaoke seems FUUNNN.
Okay till here, f1 is starting soooonnn.

story

2009-03-28T11:00:00.000+08:00

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
I can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why;

wtfff

2009-03-27T10:03:00.010+08:00

Today is day tht th prcp students invited my last yr 2.1 cp grp at ECP. Parents gave th greenlight and even great stay till tmr. I dont receive any calls or msges frm frs so gyeah i've made up my mind tht im not gg. Iza, i'll set a date and we will go out alright, sorry hun ;]
Grand wanna treat this sat, woohoo. I eat, but i dont grow fat.pfft.
DK.FM i miss you peeporl larh, nxt week mustmust meet. Movie marathon & karaoke sounds interesting ;] Ooh yeah, i lost my red Casio watch :( omg, all my precious things either went missing or broken.pfft.

Mummy gave me this brochure. 7-11 is selling their own prepaid cards and omg the benefits sounds interesting. Buuuttttt the most best part was, from 7pm t 6am its a FREE incoming/outgg calls. wah-lao weii, gerek or whuttt.

Mummy: Nahh for you.
Me: Huh? wht for?
Mummy: You like t talk otp everyday at night right, this is good for you.
Me: Correction, nt everyday wookayy. Its one or twice in a week. Now rarely arh.

LOVES;

FALSE hopes,
is wht i always get.
im reallyreally tired of all this

pics from picnic

2009-03-26T12:00:00.006+08:00

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theres more, but i'll wont upload it all today ;] LOVES;

So as planned since last week, th picnic is still ON
This time, im really happy tht we five[DKN.FM] get t spend time together.
From morn all th way till evening :] We should do like this before each and everyone of us is busy w school.
Plan was t meet at 10 and surprisingly I reached in time and gyeah as usual diah is always punctual while th rest reached around 1020.
Reached thr at around 11, i think :/
Find a good spot and omg th weather was freakinggg hot. Thnk god i brought my shades[now its broken :( ].Took pics and played w th water.
Sat down t eat and gyeah MORE pics were taken ;]
At around 1 we decided t rent a bicycle, yeah i did ride but th double one instead.heh. Thnks t fizah. hah loves.
Ooh i was shock t hear th price. It was $6 for 2 hours and a free isotonic drink.worth the moneyyy :]
We wanted t ride all th way t the jetty cos y'see its been long since we went thr. Omg y'knw wht? it took us around 20-30 mins t reach thr cos halfway cycling we took a break. Greatt or whuuuttt th jetty was under construction.
Continue t cycle till we stop again and sat for awhile. Woooahhh tiring or whut. I swear my butt hurts alot.
We were 30 mins early t return so we cycle around for a while and later return. Everyone was exhausted. Thank god we took lotsa pics earlier, we were sweating like hell.
Right after i got up frm th bike;
F: Nishaaa, your butt is wet?
N: Huh? You serious arh?
F: yah, but not tht big.
Terrible arh.Thts wht i hate abt 3/4 pants during hot weathers.hah.But atleast my back did not sweat. hah, but thank god it dry fast ;]
Sat at macs for a lil while and later t parkway. Walked around and i swear its been long since i went for shopping.damn it. I shall start saving once school re-opens. Woohoo shopping :]
Breastie was complaning on their tanned skin after cycling, but mine wasnt. Right after i got home, ta-dahhh my hands,half of my legs and my cheeks were damn red. Red as a lobster, really no joke.pfft.

OMG, i swear i had lotsa fun today !!! Nxt will be movie marathon. LOVES;

finallll

2009-03-23T10:53:00.014+08:00

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Surprisingly i did not overslept. Mind you its a Sunday morn, 6am arh.
Thank god kinah's dad fetched us and off t marina floating platform.
She said she will put aside an XS shirt for me but yeah so much for tht. It turns out t be S.tsk. There were quite a num of students thr. T be frank, all of us go for th sake of CIP hours.
If im not wrong its 4 hours. Thts aloootttt ;]
Breastie were so semangat t exercise, while i just laugh non-stop. I swear it was funny.
While they exercise, i kept interrupting them t take pic.

Then theres some memory walk, i think its 2.8km. We were getting bored and so we turn halfway and walk back.heh.
We received some goodie bags. It contains fruits, snack bar,meds for joints.

We sat for awhile and like duuhhh i cant sit for a very long time, i'll get all so agitated.
I told breastie tht i want t take pics.
Me: "Kinah, hurry pose"
Kinah: "Huh? idk how arh"
Me: *laughs "Just pose. hurry"
The happygoober pic, th first row in th middle. Thts her pose.
After snapping, i seriously could not stop laughing.
When t popeye for breakfast cum lunch with isabella,jaswinder,cheril and muhaimin.
First time spending time w them and we had fun :]
Plan was t go marina barage but we three thought of watching movie.
Diah's treat. It was suppose t be coming soon but since it starts late we watched 'Paul Blart:Mall Cop"
I was seriously tired and could not open my eyes. So i slept after 30mins it starts but breastie laughter woke me up at certain times.
After 15 mins of sleeping, i woke up and continue watching.
The movie was great.

YESSA, im looking forward for this wed. I get t spend time w DK.FM :] Diedie they wanna cycle and also wanna teach me how t. BUTTT i dont wanna fall and get injured.heh. You guys can cycle while i rollerblade :]

Ooh and f1 is starting this coming sunday.woohoo. Andand great game from liverpool, i hear tht steven gerrad is coming t s'pore this jun or july. i think :/ Aaaah best or whuuutt. But im not sure of th other player.

yessa

2009-03-20T21:58:00.008+08:00

TSUPP, and so thank god attachment is overrr and hols is backk :] attachment can talk latterr now is hols larh seyyy. Atlast i get t sleep longer.best arh. Now can spend times w the loved ones longerr.goodgood.
I admit im badd in multi-tasking. Right now im otp and i totally forgotten wht im suppose t blog about.pfft great uh? Today was finee and yeah i kinda laugh t loud today.heh. I just find it weird tht we're not taking pics during attachment.nevermind a mustmust after it starts back ;]
Ooh yeah i get t do quite a num of skills in just one week.not bad arh.great achievement.Im proud of myself for this year cos i was not like last time, wherever i go iza will always be with me and vice versa.terrible arh.be it just t take pyjamas. But now, wahh see each other got smile laugh disturb while otw t take stuff but no more of being together during workk. t busy arh.heh.

Omg i totally forgotten tht i sign up for some exercise thingy this sunday at the floating platform.OMG its a sunday morning.tsk.
K.FM wants t go cycling buttt the thing is i dont know how t cycle,hah yeah IDK. Buttt atleast i know how t rollerblade :] heh. For nowww theres no pics.okay bye.

2009-03-18T21:33:00.003+08:00

BUSY,BUSY,BUSY,BUSY,BUSY

a proper update soon ",

tired

2009-03-16T20:36:00.011+08:00

Attachment starts today.
My mind was still in hols mood, even though its for 1 week.pfft.
Aaahh greattt CP teacher :] i like.
Ooh i got th same ward as th last year posting, great ward indeed.
Helped a lil and off for debrief. seriousshit, i was freakingg sleepy.th rest t.
Breakkkk
Cp wanted t have a debrief abt the schedule and stuff but got t found out th room was taken. So yeah continue working.
Get t do one skill. not bad arh.hah. Was getting t bored laterr.
I went up t her;
Me: wht time u want us t go t the conference room?
Cp: im not sure, someone is using the room. probably at 2.
Me: looked at the time[it was 1.30]* aahh can you like drag the time till 4? Im not ready for work. In Holiday mood. smile*
Cp: yes i know tht. Today i shall give you guys chance.
Me: YEAH MAN! you're so nice.
Walked off and help th rest ",
So we sat in the room and talk w her all th way till 4. She bought us sweets and so called a bonding time w her cos we've nvr seen her before in sch.
Oooh y'know wht. I have th same shif w iza. thnk god.
From ward t AnE. hah. all the wayy arh.
SEE, no one can separate us.hah.
BUTTT no more of being separated and diif shifts by cp.thts our promise we made t each other this year ;]
After work met KF. Kim and Su came along t :]

fcukfcukfcuk, i swear i HATE whn someone delays things not once, not twice but EVERYTIMEEEE. till nowww its still not done.fuckfcukfcukfcuk !!

PICTURES;

if possible,
i want to turn back time;

anni

2009-03-14T19:34:00.003+08:00

TSUPP. aaahhh attacment is starting in 2 days time, andand hols is back again :] Nothing much happen actually, cos y'see all my plans/dates are all after my one week of attachment. yeah man. exciting or whuuuttt. From picnic t pit t shopping[still saving up] t moviesss t spending time together after sooo long. great arh.

HAPPY 20th ANNI TO MUMMY&DADDY :]

BLURP;

nahh

2009-03-12T15:36:00.008+08:00

Mummy will be on mc for 2 days which is good, atleast thrs someone t cook ;] yes, i dont cook and i dont know how to cook. Im not a spoil brat, atleast i do housework, consider good enough.
Even in school, i have 2mothers. 'mak ayam & lipat' [chicken&folding], 'mak tata tertib'[manners]. Well for chicken and folding is Diah, each time i eat chicken i had a hard time peeling it off so diah will help me and its not once, not twice but everytime. I always bring my jacket t sch, so each time whn i dont wanna use it, i'll have a hard time t fold it and once again diah save th day. aawww so sweet of her ;] Mother of manners will have t be Kinah, no one else.hah. Her malay is damn superb and shes also into all those dikir barat all. goodness i hate all those. So gyeah, she will help me explain all those malay songs and also good manners :] Not bad arh, not just a mother at home but in school t.

I guess i've lots of plan this hols, catching up those times we've missed.

DK.FM plan t have a picnic in two weeks time. cool or whuutt.i miss you girls. Shall have a good bonding time together before each and everyone of us gets busy w sch.
Ooh the prcp students are having a pit t and im not sure of th date, but for sure im gg :]

EXAMS=OVERRRR

2009-03-10T14:40:00.006+08:00

Yessa exams are overrr :] phew.

Y'knw i did study for both papers, just tht i only kept practicing using th past year papers.hah

Omg, if i were t do th last year paper, i seriously can get an A for pca.

But sadly this year, pca is a tough one. A total diff frm th year 07 and 08.pfft.

It wasnt only me who finds it hard. Few others t ",

I saw the cgh porter/nenek eating. Said hi t her and she treat us a drink. aawww so sweet of her ;]

Next was bio. Again i study from th past year papers.heh.

Ooh and t those i msg and asked for help, sorry t bother. hah. this is wht happen whn exams comes and im really stuck at a question. thank you peeporl :]

Well bio was muchmuchmuch better than pca, whn its supposed t be th other way round.weird.

My thinking was tht i wont be in th same group as iza cos y'see for both posting last year i got th same group as her and ended up getting diff shift cos the lecturer said tht e were always together whn its not. actually we strt not t get close only after her warning, even th rest realise tht but this annoying lady changed mine without informing me.pfft.

So they annouced our grp and guess wht?? I got the SAME grp as iza.gerek or whuutt.hah.

It means tht no matter wht, they cant separate us ;] But sadly all th guys isnt in one team again and all got scattered around. Yessa, my gg home partner is th same grp as me. Double happiness larh seyyy.hah.

Attachment for 1 week and 3 weeks of hols.this one also gerek :]

Now i can seriously jump for joy cos EXAMS is OVERRR! ",

Ooh during one of geron lecture, kinah suggest us t play this game which i have no idea wht is called. Its a game whr you hv t say any alphabet and think of any Name;Animals;Fruits;Things. It sounds easy but once you play, your mine will be in a total blank.

Kinah suggest tht we play only in malay. For sure its a no problem t her and diah t cos their malay is like superb. F, its even harder then in english larh. I leave quite a num of blanks.heh.

They chose the letter S. For fruits i wrote "sembikai", for letter J i wrote "judi" under th column things and for letter B i wrote "bengkuas" for fruits.

They wrote damn fast and i write wht i could think off.heh.

I admit im gonna miss all those peerporl in the above pic :] they are th one im pretty close w in sch.The jokes not funny,th silly mistakes and th non stop laughter. ♥

till here.goodbye ;]

i walk,i fly,i jump;

lovelove

2009-03-07T21:38:00.003+08:00

imnotadoll

2009-03-07T00:11:00.008+08:00

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Thursday 50309, a great day indeed. Th pics will explain it all. I dont think i'll be uploading all cos its freakkinggg alot and not including pics taken today w DK.F. Besides im not in the mood t edit th pics cos most of it turns out quite dark.pfft.
Omg, examsexams.tsk.I can only be happy like a mad kid once tuesday [100309] is over.damn.i seriously want t get over and done w exams.

Anw, in th morn i met kinah&diah. We study somewhr around tamp area and later headed tamp mall for lunch. Today was diah's turn t treat cos she got th highest among th three of us for pca and geron. Our plan was ~~popeye~~,nxt was ~~pastamania~~,and atlast we went pizzahut. hah. I was seriously full till i had t force myself t finish th dessert cos i dont wanna waste it :] atleast im eating. Kinah said tht i've gain a little weight and its much better then th first time she saw me cos my hand looks like a stick.pfft. like whuuttt.

tsupp

2009-03-05T22:29:00.003+08:00

Tsupp. 8 weeks passed and nowww exams.damn. Anw, no school tmr buttt its a study day for me :] We took LOTS of pics buuttt i wont upload it today. Cos y'see theres t many and i cant possibly upload it one at a time, soooo i'll need time t edit and put it together.All pics up by tmr. okay bye.

imnotadoll;

the other end

2009-03-02T20:22:00.006+08:00

'The Other End Of The Line' 4 star for this movie :] An awesome/romantic movie, worth gg. Well the initial plan was t watch 'My Bloody Valentine' BUTTTT its M18 and among all th cousins whos thr yesterday, i was the only one thts 17, so no choice but t watch movies which is not m18.damn it.Grrr i wanna watch tht movie man.pfft.
I told my mum tht i wanna watch 'Slumdog' w her. random arh.hah.shall force her t g watch w me cos y'see she wanna buy the dvd but i prefer watching it in cinema ;]

Yesterday was supposed t be a study day for me but instead i went out. So i shall strt mugging now. Okay bye ",

pestaperdana

2009-02-28T16:29:00.010+08:00

School ended at 3 but diedie i MUST meet fm even for a lil while at tamp. Went t macs and t spent our time together, they being so sweet walked home w me :]

We sat at some block and few mins later mummy msged saying tht she just reached home. Left them and headed home quickly. Tht was around 5.10

Showered,iron my clothes,change and left the house at 6.30.
Reached at 7 plus and there was alr lots of peeporl queuing. I thought tht we hv t join th long queue but thnk god our tics was the vip, so just go up straight.phewww.
Initially my seat was next t the pic above. Since all the stars came late, and i mean damn late. They make us moved to all the empty seat and i changed to the seat whr the man in red was. So better view :]
Behind me was mostly all the veterans. They were so cute:]
The show wasnt tht happening but the cocktail reception was th best. They were lotsa ppl including th president and the food was YUMMY. Overall a great show and for me, its worth gg.
Daddy fetched us back and send one of the kids tht is nominated, amir hassan together w his mom home. Gosh he looks handsome frm young till now.
Till here.

fall again;

hatehate

2009-02-25T21:07:00.012+08:00

Right now im feeling muchmuch better after ALL projects are ~~done~~ and presented.phew.no more worrying of deadlines, now focus t exams which is like in 2 weeks time. Anw, CA kept mentioning if anyone wants t join for nurses day. I've always wanted t join but this feeling of mine said tht th class wont wanna participate. Just yesterday;

Ir: Faridah, you wanna join?
Me: I want!! I was thinking of dance but..
Ir: I also wanna join.
Me: Serious arh, okay can arh. Ask the rest :]

Okay great! after asking around, we got around more than 10 names.woohoo :]

Each and everyone do have sadness in life but just tht they does not show it. But today during geron, th whole class of mine express it out till it makes us brokedown, even th guys but they try hard t control. I have no idea why but i could not hold it any longer and tears just drop. In a way, its really helps us t forget and move on w life.This is th only part i like in geron ;]

Andand IMYSM SUE! ♥

i thought you were the pearl
instead you were the Torns in my heart
the word "revenge" is playing in my mind,
but come to think of it,
I do believe in KARMA and
im not tht cruel to do tht to you;

surprise

2009-02-23T20:24:00.013+08:00

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OMG DIAH, do you knw how freaakiingggg hard it is t lie t you. Well its actually a white lie but still its hard.
Just t plan w K.FM t get her presents was alr hard but still managed t get.Search everywhr for her favourite tweety but could not find any. We get for her precious tots stuff instead :] And the surprise celebration was also hard. Seeing kinah getting all so kan-chong make me worried tht plan wld cock-up, but na-uh it when smoothly. great or whuutt ;] look at wht she said below.

Siti Nurdurriah: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE SURPRISE TADI. I SWEAR YOU ALL TOUCHED MY HEART SIA. THANK YOU SO MUCH.
Siti Nurdurriah: I KNOW THIS IS JUST WORDS
Siti Nurdurriah: BT DEFINITELY THANK YOU SO MUCH
Siti Nurdurriah: I'VE NVR HAVE SUCH SWEET BESTFRIENDS WHOM DID ALL THESE
FOR ME.

awwww. y'see how sweet KN.FM is?? love you hun :]

Alright just yesterday, mummy told me tht shes gg t pestaperdana this fri and omg its like VIP tics?? cool shit yknow. But sadly my aunt only has two tics. Well the story of how my aunt got th tics is lonnggg. Skip tht. Yknow wht?? JUST now, she told me and my elder sister tht she has one more tic and either me or sister is gg. Like obviously i wanna go cos i've nvr been t LIVE shows before :]
Sister was being nice and let me go instead. Well she've been t tht place alot of time and even appear on tv like quite a number of time.woohooo great arh! Its now changed t seating behind the guest-of-honour if im not wrong, cos usually first row is the stars all and omg i get t eat w them after the show ends. great uh. So ppl watch me out on tv.hah. kay nonsense.

Bstfr kept saying tht my previous skin which is th moving lightning was annoying, i've changed t a new one. For my comp, it was moving slowly but t some said it was like seriously moving damn fastt. hah. but its cool wht :]

i hate you, but i love you;

happy birthday diah

2009-02-22T15:28:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY,
SITI NURDURRIAH MOHD SIDEK ♥

May all your wishes and dreams comes true,

Just rmbr tht no MATTER wht,

thru thick and thin, i'll always be thr for you

lets make our friendship last till eternity

Lastly,

I LOVE YOU SITI NURDURRIAH ;]